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LIVING STYLE, continued

Social life, continued

guests: 898; 933;

craving for good society: 715; 904;

Private life:

causing bafflement: 60;

proud of lack of: 914;

longing for carefree: 417;

has "no family life": 677; (860);

angry if asked about: 473; 712;

calls himself unfortunate in: 231;

Birthdays:

Landsberg: (188); 254; (400);

celebrations described: 449; (884);

attitude towards: 180; (400); 312f;

birthday gifts: 449; 699; (756); (811);

from admirers: 223; 254;

flowers on election trips: (277); (756);

Surroundings:

Berghof (Haus Wachenfels): 179f; 223; 225f; 238; 439; 527; 623; 627; 636; 462f; 316;

life at: 4; 44; 315f;

guests at: 4; 44; 223; 415; 701; 933;

Kehlstein (Adlersnest): 155f; 222; 313; 411; 624; 943ff;

planned as masoleum: 491;

political testament: 692;

early Munich apartments: 439;

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LIVING STYLE, continued

Surroundings, continued

Thierschstrasse: 180; 237;

Prinzregentenstrasse: 214; 349; 439; 557;

Brown House: 144; 254; (559); 880;

Chancellory: 2; 50; 53; 156; 180; 239; 259; 422; 557; 672; 706f; 940;

air raid shelter: 288f; 439f; 594; 672;

ceremonies in chancellory: 287; 421;

Library: 681f; 889;

room with obscene pictures: 276;

special suite at Kuenstlerhaus: 238;

hotel suites: 404f; 440; 506; 510; 553f;

preference for familiar places: 553f;

Travels:

special trains: 156; 346; 938;

craving for motoring: 101; 235; 258; 304; 438; 526; 637; 898;

flying: 258; 490; 703; 879; 938;

favorite places: 30; 46f; 48; (439); 665;

MASSES, see also: Behavior; Oratory; Personality

gen.: 36; 42; 50; 74; 22; 157f; 162; (366); 425; 525; 551; 571; 897; 577; (753); (815); (824); (831); (843); (848); 635; (98); 134;

conception of: 82; 270f; 314; 710; 738; 830; 656; 902f;

" " middle class: 265; 544;

" " laborers: 73; 215; 544; 656;

handling of: 93; 96; 216; 718; 792;

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MASSES, continued

reaction of - to Hitler: (45); 217; 578; 580; (749); (757); (778); (834); (863ff); (887);

importance of masses' reaction for Hitler himself" (74); 93; 420; 465; 487; 513; 520; 586f; 635; 776; 865;

MESSIAHS, see also: Image, Personality

belief in his own mission:174; 231; 149; 377; 269; 413; 490f; 494f; 529; 664; 721; (733); 751; (860); 876; 879; 668f; 901; 903;

acceptance of people's belief in his mission: 832;

impatience for fulfillment: 272;

psychological interpretation: 428; 569; 830;

the build-up:

gen.: (43); (98); (333); (445); (452); (478ff); (552); (753f); (756); (763); (785); (808); 901;

"John the Baptist": (102); (216); (479f); (529); (767); (809f); (838); (785); 901;

messianic mission: (776); (753); (755); (841); (861); 901

prophet: (825); (835); (837f); (846);

healing power: (478/482);

"Leidensweg": (860); 875;

self-sacrifice: (118); 272; (391); (811); (828); (838); (839); (884); 42; 914;

"schwache Stunde": (839);

Oelbergscene: (840);

crucification (Oberammergau): (568);

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MESSIAHS, continued

the build-up, continued

transformation from forerunner to savior: (480); 901;

benediction of mother and child: (866);

model for life of people: (828); (889);

Knecht Gottes: (884);

fight against bourgois and Jews as champion ofor workers: (860);

compared to Savonarola, Caesar and Jesus: (811); (861);

people's reaction "as if" Hitler were Christ: (811); (835); (870)

"one of them": (226); (860); (866);

Deification:

gen.: 763/68;

build-up: (555); (565); (867); (869); (881f);

Holy Ghost: (749);

god-like: 715; (848);

Wallfahrten: 867;

picture in silver garments as Knight of Grail: (876);

MODELS FOR HIS CAREER:

Frederick the Great: 61; 144; 152; 169; (190); 254; 259; 272; 276; 291; 449; (559); 693; 706; 844; 880; 901;

Lueger, Dr. Karl: 67; 81; 83; 545;

Schoenerer, Georg v.: 545;

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MODELS FOR HIS CAREER, continued

Jesus Christ: 903f;

MONEY, ess also: Behavior; Curriculum; Living Style; Personality

poverty, pre-war: 63f; 67; 75; 111; (117); 215; 243; (254); 362; (545); (807); (813); 798;

poverty, post-war: 87f; 252; 500;

gen.: 183; 180; 254; 833; 849; 316;

poverty as excuse to snub old comrades: 508;

money resources in early party days: 87f; 95; 357; 500f; 515; 504; 635; 705; 917;

renounced salary as chancellor: 98;

income from Mein Kampf: 683;

avaricious: 274; 929;

generous: 683; 868; 925f;

collection of precious stones: 683;

usd to "buy people": 312;

spending on Bauplaene: 309f; 791

" " paintings: 423;

NATIONAL SOCIALISM, see also: Curriculum; Names; Politics

early feelings: 68; 83; 205; 242;

contrast to father: 928;

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NATIONAL SOCIALISM, continued

History of the Nazi Party:

Hitler's membership: 85; 216; 220; 252; 318f; 456; 549; (782f); (860); 881;

Hitler as "Trommler": 15; 330f; 376f; (604); 753; 832; 901;

development of the party: 86;92f; 97; 214; 215f; 300; 375; 478; 511f; 724ff; (813f); 705; (850); (861); (872);

origin of swastika: 885;

design of uniform: 891;

corruption of elite: 269; 614;

ideology: 217f; 224;

women and the party: 48; 866; 871;

ORATORY, see also: Behavior, Masses, Curriculum, Physical Description

gen.: 42; 446; 642; (860); (863); (868);

in public: 8; 17; 41; 49; 61; 86; 124; 142; 164; 169; 176; 146; 241; (277); 285; 317; 464f; 498; 558; 570; 577; 580; 585; (592); (749); 770; (808); 804f; (813); 878f; 891f;

first public speech for army: 456;

speeches unprepared in beginning: 297;

own reaction to: 8; 101; 295; 301; 465; 487; 580; (866); 878; 892; 899;

reaction of audience: 295; 377; 298; 425; 453; 480; (481); 642f; (808); (836); (866); (872); 658f;

psychological interpretation: 601;

speeches: 10/12; 140a; 230; 414; 875;

writing, preparing and editing of: 420f; 662; 892;

[TRANSCRIPTION NOTE: GIFs 334 - 340 are in wrong order. GIFs are here NOT in order but in proper sequence of index]

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ORATORY, continued

in small circles: 136; 141; 167; 170; 175; 182; 230; 260; (365); 371; 425; 554; 559; 631; 134; 654; 898; 937; 940;

private conversations: 8f; 33f; 59; 68; 96; 124; 144f; 147; 215; 291; 297; 300; 343; 364; 505; 511; 525; 616f; 629; 667f; 633; 664ff; 715; 751f; (779/81); (787); (865); 307; 790; 918;

psychological interpretation: 474; 708; 713; 880; 893; 918;

elocution lessions: 89;

PERSONALITY, see also: Behavior, Curriculum; etc.

gen.: 38; 50f; 98; 121f; 125; 132; 172ff; (191); 193; 230ff; (205/09); 146f; 166f; 267; (365f); (385/400); 418; 555f; 588; 615; 600; (750); 719; (733); (757); (812); (816); (821); (828); (834f); (847); (849); (860); (868); 933ff;

change of: 99; 173f; 193; 290; 368; 515f; (604); 612;

contradictory character traits: 480; 485; 492; 500; 516f; 619; 642; 721;

belligerence: 51f; (392); 489; 537; (789); (818);

calmness: 293; (389f); (393); (398f); 648; 946;

charm and attraction: 9; 18; 58; 125; 291; 294; 307; 455; 470; 499; 656; 759; 647;

childlike nature: (739);

consistency: 899; 911;

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PERSONALITY, continued

courage: (111f); (114); (203); (213); 302; 340; (196ff); (785); (800); (840); (865); (872); 648; 661; 897;

coldbloodedness: (203); (836); (887); 897;

cowardice: 302; 340; (366); 618; 626;

cruelty: 85; 275; 369; 498; 589; 700; 703; 709f; 712; 651;

brutality: 217; 275; 464; 484; 619; (757f); 903f;

attitude to atrocities: 129; 262f; (733); 913; 922; 940;

ruthlessness: 618; 723; 651;

cynicism: (103); 258;

decisions, - reactions if faced with:

inability for: 93; 267f; 464; 586; 611; 717; 878;

afraid of: 305;

evading:

incident with Strasser: 95; 301; 378; 510; 636;

escaping: 1; 611; 617ff; 673; 876; 652;

on blood purge: 304; 716;

ways of coming to:

analysis or intuition: 680; 877;

at spur of moment: 134;

ponders plan for long time: 526; 654; 811;

need for nervous stimuli: 718; 653;

frenzy: 262;

seclusion: 911;

retiring to Obersalzberg: (44);

attending opera: (47);

generally swiftly: (821);

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PERSONALITY, continued

decisions, continued

quick and clear cut: (390f); (396); (861);

need of consent of masses or surroundings: 586; 660f;

becoming mysterious: 614;

inferiority feelings as reason for indecision: 448;

sticks to decisions once made: 680; 654;

happiness over clear and right decision: (391);

discretion: (47);

discipline: (181); (191); 241;

lack of: 65f; 75f; 193; 168; 252; (439); 501; 527; 602; 852;

dreamer: 233; 715; 874ff; 798;

absentmindedness: 49; 294; 342; 700; 867; 874;

doodling: 909; 919;

ego, inflated: 6. 179; 612; 671; 745; 651;

infallibility: 129; 378;

megalomania: 305; 308; 445; 714; 943f;

egotism: 464; 466; 492;

emotional states:

depressions: 38; 51; 122; 64f; 139f; 204; 231; 253; (397); (394); 415; 475; 486; 489; 630; 640f; 709; 716; 650; 902; 911; 936;

when comrades get letters and parcels (war): 199; 497; 548;

morbid interest in bodies (war): 198;

at Christmas: 207f;

after danger: 205;

after purge: 267f; 364; 716; 915;

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PERSONALITY, continued

emotional states - depressions, continued

after Geli's death: 392; 907; 936f; 936;

threats with suicide: 98; 219; 255; 302f; (394); 630; 879; 893;
913f;

hysterical: 84; 273; 301; 305; 446; 496; 515; 710;

moods:

changing: 125; 130; 505; 548; 613; 710; 654; 911; 845;

good: 52; 110; 167; 170; 198; 195; 223; 281; 286; (391f); 654; (394);
(397); 508; 484; 563; 667; 702; 711; 713; 870;

can take failure: 911;

outbursts:

rage: 89f; 95f; 99; 124f; 126f; 140; 175; 214; 229; 258; 261f; 298f;
302; 206; 340; 279; 408; 490; 585; 591; 619; 638; 661; 709; 751f;

refuted: 655; 660; 793; 906; 918; 921; 944f;

tears: 98; 214; 381; 556; 576; 642; 879; 647;

fanaticism: 402; (788); (860);

see FEARS;

generosity: 129; 236; (396); 404; 559; 596; 615; 743; (836); (872);

greatness: 18; 129; (397); 539; (748); (757); (826); (845); (847); (867); (889); 134;

hate: 85;215; 263; 275; 282; 286; 485; 545; 703; 710f; 832;

contempt: 84; 247; 708;

vindictiveness: 125; 258; 403f; 488; 492; 545; 703; 763;

humaneness: (739f); (753);

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PERSONALITY, continued

humor: 142; 186; (200/12); (197f); (226); 230; 237; 261; 302; 407; 572; 578; 642; 679; 687; 708; 654; 910;

preference for dirty jokes: 627; 741;

jokes about Goebbels and Goering: 632;

impersonating visitors: 417;

impatience: 704; 721;

impulsiveness: 308; 480; 588;

intellect: 136; 172; 305; 464; 473f; 589; 599; 621; 525; 831; 876f; 918; 921;

logic: 256; (38?); (394); (757); (842); (845); (861); 899;

presence of mind: 299;

concentration: 914;

smartness: (199); (201); 217; 310; 519; 644; 838; 655; 902; 916;

gift of simplification: 259; 480; 488; 877; 792;7

- overruled by heart and intuition: 585; (837);

memory: (excellent): 235; (438); (445); 747; (863); (866); 795; 911f;

judgement:

bad judge of individual: 586; 719;

good psychologist of masses: 587;

good judge of weaknesses of his clan: 589f;

anti-intellectualism: 269; 381; 602; 622; 631; (738); 745; 900;

attitude to details:

general dislike of: 341; 598b; 717; 723; 838;

like of - on war: 694f; 717; 747; etc. 659;

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PERSONALITY, continued

intellect, continued:

attitude to experts: 269; 588; 715; 717;

intuition: 124; (386); (389); (391); (394); 494; 519; (592); (837); 650;

jealousy: 657; 659;

kindness: (758); (889); 647;

Mediale Fashigkeiten: 301; 305; 490; 492; 516ff; 551; 598f; (755);

hypnotic powers: 2; 17; 41f; 58; 61; 145; 164; 176; 217; 291; 365; 369; 453; 562; 577; 592; 477f; 480; 629; 645f; 714; 731; 759f; (863); 100; 134; 659; 790; 793; 796; 942;

psychic gifts:

origin: 241;

visions: 275; 428ff; 479; 556; 565; 901;

suggestivity: (391); 499; 559; 570; 577; 629; (807); (860);

moral evaluations: 205; 269; 380; 719;

nervousness: 203ff; 297; 290; 303; 464; 598; 619; 716; 731;

restlessness: 602; 867; 879;

persecution mania: 85; 95; 274; 876;

power, urge for: 376;

queerness: 196; 204; 548;

realism: 612; 819;

reliability: (199); (206); (212f); 497;

unreliability: 275; 301; 305; 586; 944f;

reticence: 911f;

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PERSONALITY, continued

self-confidence: (39); (45); 51; 143; 149; (188); 290; 297; 377; (386f); (396); 586; 597; 667; 699; 704; 717; 839; 648; 916;

lack of: 2;5;39;89; 275f; 289f; 305; 307; 369; 371; 406; 496; 488f; 506; 878; 792f; 904;

inferiority feelings: 513f; 717; 793;

belief in fate: 97; 101f; 208; 237; 255; 296; 401; 531; (808); 901; 946;

sensitivity:

to contradiction: 205; 214; 261; 340; 376; 599; 729; 752; 654; 945f;

to criticism: (394); 599; 626; 654; 662; 945f;

to being ridiculed: 488; 492; 597; 625;

to obstacles: 591; 660;

impervious to noise: 914;

to disagreeable news: 382; 492; 638;

to hospital atmosphere: 940;

to strong will: 587;

hates whistling: 623;

to being seen naked: 897;

hates being touched except Goering's slapping: 627;

hates the moon: 814;

sentimentality: 87; 231; 258; 512; 538; 703; 746; 877; 879;

servility: 84; 371; 496; 548;

attitude to titles: 146; 148; 376;

simplicity: (202); (204); (197); (821); (845);

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PERSONALITY, continued

sincerity: 61; (122); 125; 145; 174; 341; 499; 588f; (788f); (838); (840); 871; 877;

insincerity: 101; 174; 176; 275; 286; 305; 520; 546; 714; 918; 934;

strength of soul: (200f); (205); (840);

stubborness: 89; 507; 654; 911;

suspiciousness: 619; (788);

timidity: 2; 5; 57f; 225; 275; 304; 369; 869;

vitality: (46); (191); (206); (369); (397f); 446;

vanity: 275; 295; 301; 305; 308; 376f; 460; 464; 470; 488; 492; 513f; 575; 597; 621; 685; 712; 487; 651; 660; 793; 900; 905; 908;

weakness: 305; 464; 590; 718;

will power: (191); 266; 569; (592); (783f); (840); (861); 790f; 911; 914;

early refusal to be photographed: 254; 506; 889; 908;

story of Hitler's relation to Hoffmann: 595; 889; 907f; 918;

strict order not to be photographed with glasses: 488; 685;

craving for: 908;

taken unobtrusively: 293;

with Chamberlain: 492, 597;

likes to exhibit hands: 685;

always same pose: 635;

interpretation of picture series: 521; 558;

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PHYSICAL DESCRIPTION, see also: Appearance, Attire

gen.: 133; 145; 164; 185; 257; 343; 558; 577; 585; 590; (749);

in war: 110;

racial description by Max v. Gruber: 99; 575;

details:

figure: 42; 75; 172; 258;

height: 2; 42; 467; 478;

weight: 223; 293; 445;

head: 38,181; 233; 258; 307; 478; 483; 575;

face: 2; 9; 58; 100; 17; 141; 133; 170; 181; 291; 307; 402; 445; 478; 483; (836);

eyes: 2; 9; 41f; 58; 61; 38; 100; 133; 158; 164f; 202; 223; 232f; 257; 272; 289; 293; 295; 297; 195f; 307; (365); 457; 793; 478; 485; 590; 635; 702; 731; 759; 647; 891f;

getting near-sighted: 451; 747; 853; 900;

mouth: 9; 17; 42; 58; 100; 181; 223; 258; 158; 289f; 467; 572; 635; (840); 891;

chin: 9, 478, 635;

nose: 9; 42; 100; 289; 307; 483; 506; 835;

alleged plastic surgery of: 451; 685;

teeth: 42; 172; 181; 478; 626; 933;

complexion: 9; 38; 42; 196; 202; 232; 293;

hair: 38; 42; 57; 88; 145; 233; 345; 483; 503; 506; 545; 636;

alleged removal of body hair: 678;

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